the worlds a crazy thing

i speak what i want to to. and i rant what i want do. as i don;t give a ***k

2006-07-16T12:54:00.000+09:00

these days have been a turmoil of emotions for me
some people have been putting me down and my crew as well.
serioously , wads the deal.
you do you, we do we'
fuck em all
yes i am a legend and u can say what u wanna say
but i won;t stop what i do because only YOU GUYS say it,
we are all humans man
u are a human
and i am a human
u have motherF**Kin feelings. and so do i.
so what if we are not dope
so what if we do not know the most dopest people
so what if are not close to anyone
so what if we are of different race
does that make us least a human to you.
you are not that dope afterall.
respecting all those around you is what you got to learn.
or you will NEVER make it to the top.,
we will gain our respects you mathafookers
and till then. eat more beans ,. grow taller and yes LOVE YOURSELF.
i will not bitch about u guys because 3 words i learn in life is
KARMA
RETRIBUTION
GOD.

FUCK THAT SHIT .
anyways BIG SHOUTOUT TO THOSE BBOYS(they know who they are) THAT RESPECT US>
MAD LOVE!!
well enough of ranting
..................................
schools been dope.
designing is my life
i need a company in seoul to take me in!!well bye nyc
but i m building a dope portfolio
thank god i knw a few designers in seoul that are helpin me check internship stuff
but its pretty hard actually
well iof not i will pass. and head somewehere else.
maybe hongkong too. joie is going there too.
the holga is making me love love love photography
say check out crazy BIG FISH EYE
lol. its the horizon cam. crazy shit panaromic camera.

ok off to work on my designs.
i love isc
bgirl legend.

today is the day!

2006-06-14T11:00:00.000+09:00

well . haven;t been blogging much.
why?
sometimes i wonder why people blog.
reasons are as follows :
they want to keep an updated journal
they want to show off to their friends
they want to speak their minds
they want to be the best blogger.
they want to show the world what they are.

for me. i m plain lazy to do anything.
but maybe mine would be to keep track of alot of things.
but i serious have no time. shigan opsoh yo
that why i prefer cyworld. because no one reads mine LOL.

anyways hows my days going.?
well i m LIKE FCUKIN busy!
school is not fun but yet fun
i hate block teaching coz i dun learn anything. which i really wanted. i barely learnt anything.
i dun hate moses or anything/ but advertising. sounds so grand and professional
but 4 lessons and submission? wth have i learnt.
i only learnt . the basics, mindmap and target audience. which i have learnt in marketing in yr 1,
seriously . block teaching shouldn;t exist in design school.because we shouldn;t practice limitation inspiration. meaning that we MUST find an inspiration in 15 hrs?
its leally bull man. like before . we got a week so we could actually play with our ideas . ask lecturers what they think and do SO MUCH MORE.
i paid so much but nothing much i have learnt. might as well. stay home and do more freelance . damn it.

busy because lagargoyles is achieveing much attention from vintage lovin people. belts sold out in a day which brings me MORE $$$$. but i m saving for a trip.
i m now doing marketing to see what new ideas that we can work on .Ban might be collaborating with me to work on some new stuff. she was my model for Void btw.

ok i m tired workin as a buyer and rushing to school after that. but FUN FUN. Jae mi ee so yoh wah cho ah hae! so Kwanchanayo.

ok man. KOREA JJANG!
they won. n i am so HAPPY!

love from the underground

say where u at?

2006-04-12T21:54:00.000+09:00

i m back and so tired after the 4 day trips. it was fun n the first time i lost a shirt from the fat lady. lol. what i meant was i saw the top first but hesitated to get it. so my bad. the lady got it.
first time i saw how a drug joint operated.
seriously i was so scared just walking pass it at 6 am but my dad wasn;t scared which made me scared. they were fcukin druggies for god;s sake. oh man. the guy asked my dad where were we going.but nothing happened, for a second. i was nervous. thinkin we be robbed or something. okay thats pretty scary yeah

anyways .if u manage to leave singapore and end up in the US. try to get a rented tape of harold and kumar. i think its banned in singapore. well it should be . talking about sex and weed. oh man. its so fcuking lame n funny. a korean man whos dang hot to me.and an indian as roomates and shit happens while they crave and travel to white castle. OH MAN.hahahha
can;t really stand it.

my recipe for salads has improve and seriously i m inlove with cooking.
italian food definately.
all the lagsanes and pastas and grilled artichokes

watched the art of seduction. boring. slept thru the last part maybe because the lead actor wasn;t THAT HOT.
and i thinked alot about my love life
seriously i have cahnged but i haven;t found the person that i loved so much .
but it sucks when u like someone so much
because in the end u will get stabbed in the heart harder that the other person;

aussie here i come. may
i wanna get a school there asap
but after 2 more yrs that is.

kims getting married. but really to the wrong guy.
dun wanna elaborate on it. but
i hope it will all be fine for her.
can't wait to see her at the aisle.
it be at a church and then down to the hyatt camberra for party and drinks
maybe i could meet someone there. ok.just kiddin!

ALRIGHT PEEPS.
have a greet weekend
p/s: zoo outing (i dun know why but darling chris wants it.)
maybe we could speak to penguins .

love.

when time becomes limited

2006-04-07T23:41:00.000+09:00

i m really sorry to friends that i have no time at all to even talk to
i ve got so many things inline
that i practically haven;t been resting.
u could say i m stressed.
but i never liked saying i am
stress is often known as an excuse
and i definately won;t give in to it as well

i m tired of meeting new people
that i barely know.
but somehow they know who i am
thats scary n sometimes i wanna hide myself
i have been working and i enjoy my job.
designing no doubt is beyond words at time
but clinching deals is hell hard.

i hope i won;t get fcuked up lecturers next sem
because i need them to let me go from 12th may to 22 may
coz i have to head back to camberra and maybe stay in sydney for a couple of days
kims getting wed with paul at some church and pre after drinks at hyatt hotel camberra ,ACT
it be great to walk out of sydney airport... down to macafferty and to jolimont. n pubs that sells crazy tiramisu
sad thing is everything closes at 5 pm.

i have ordered a few things from fredflare. n prolly will take ard 2 weeks to arrive
so visit the webby for more info.
but i forgot to get the disney seeksucker bags, ok thats double urgh
i ordered the marc jacob stam quilted bag n cost me ok,crazy
but i have been lookin for it ever since i went paragon.

dae jang geum is so lame. omg
lol lol lol
all aboout the food. mashitttaaa!!
ahhaha

i be away for 3 days
tired .
love and bless

bambi(i m crazy over it)

no to sex n no to drugs

2006-03-23T15:36:00.001+09:00

this tammy saga crap is really hell lame. because of her . other porn wannabes are all doing it n uploading it online. save the good sex at home n not on anything recordable for CHRIST SAKE or whatever religion sake.
first thing shes 17
second thing at her age , kamasutra must be proud of her
please dun tell me to pity her or people like her
because they got so many good things around like they friends and shit. they do not need sex to take over the all goodness. well at least just do it to urself n for christ sake ,remain a fuckin virgin
wheres the pride n dignity .n love for the body bitches.

drugs is a no no to life as well.
one of my aussie friend gt hooked n hes gonna die i ma tell u
hes been trying to get cash from all out friends
so MIKE. FUCK U for doing that shit man . ur not wack!

ok thats the bad part
heres the good part

i m not going to hk . n yes i regret it coz we were suppost to meet bgirl ling whos known for her transitions.
but well netty will meet her n the rest so mad love to that

for me i be workin on lagargoyles fair . plus more showcases for isc n (anoy0mous)can;t be released at the moment.n my korean project with hiphop rush club. its really tiring
theres so many party i missed out
n i haven;t been logging to cyworld.
n they are again nagging.well
shibal!
i m finishing the whole korean shit soon n its so boring nw when u can understand but not speak as fluently . i still can;t put sentence again the fuckin grammer is damn hard . verb stem n shit particles.
but min jeiong has been motivating me so yay, korea here we come to lots of party.
k-flow
sparty(oh yeah with k.p oppa)
supasize
and more shits baby
hiphop is the love.
anyways heres a pic

of isc and gsc (thailand)
its quite a joke gsc got into battle of the year but not floorskills. crap
i dun mind nothing but maybe its was more of a precise footwork toprock n serious breakin terms. but nevertherless gsc is DOPE
mAD LOVE TO ISC
once an isc . whereever u go. forever an isc.tpains
anyways sze .we will miss u if u go to aussie but i be there soon too.ahhahaha
so choose whats best for u at the moment. we will always be by ur side. love

no to sex n no to drugs

2006-03-23T15:36:00.000+09:00

flooooorrssskilllllzzzz 2006

2006-03-18T11:39:00.000+09:00

crazy crazy crazy
ystd was quite a international night
there was thailand.indonesia. sydney,melbourne ,n nyc
now crazy yeah!!
netty did well with her flare which i thought it was very nice
dian whole transition was freakin gd n l thought the airchair was dope
so mad props to them
mad props to all the girls who went out at the circle even though i kinda screwed but nvm. love and props to bgirls in sg.keepin it up.
even tho sometimes its just so saddening to see stuff that happen.(don wanna elaborate on it)

ok after the whole thing. me and jas went to espla . breaked awhile .
now my leg has this bruise. shit gotta work fcukin hard man. this is stressful .lol.

i m tired . seriously dead,todays another day of floorskillz . i be takeing photos so yeahhhh...
post em up laters. cheers
gd day people
love n love
kim-mie

i have decided

2006-03-16T02:10:00.000+09:00

i m not going hongkong
coz i m going korea in dec with minjeong
n austraila in may with kim
so i m gonna save my company money n do these istead.
my moms worried about me going to hk coz she scared about the chicken thingy
anyways
when we started the crew
we said we be close
everyone is in thier own la la land now
i m hurt n some of the others are hurt too.
maybe time will explain it all or maybe u could say maybe it wouldn;t change a single fuck.
the word to solve this is
ANYTHING

y must shit happen
anyways date movie was fucking good. ahha
i called dinna today coz i was very upset in the morning.n it kinda troubled me
then i went 4 my exam which yes was ok.
dinnas like my really old friend whom i can count on anytime anywhere.
we talked about life n shits.
i talked about how i n some people were so close
n one misunderstand can change the those person n stuff.
i m tired of eh pun nah. its shit to me ok.
why does eh pun nah make people more dope.

the word
ANYTHING

isc = anything.
understand?

i m not right not left

2006-03-15T08:39:00.000+09:00

ok lets see its like 7.30 am right now n the skies are so beautiful. ok enuf with that literature emo shit.8 am i ve got to head down to the yamaha studios n start training till 1 pm n e exam starts at 2.
ok i m fcuked
but i realise that its been 2 yrs since i went into a room. with 3 examiners right infront of you . watching u play what u think is ur best. today i will give nothing but my best even if my best is screw
i dun know you know
(thats ma tagline)
then after the whole thing then i can call my mom n ask her.
i seriously think that i m being an extra in hk trip.
maybe i shouldn;t go afterall. but shoppings my life
that faux mj bag n that faux balenciaga.urghhh
ok i bought 2 sophie kinsella books ystd from selltrade at 7 each but never did i realise that i have already read one of the book . so there goes 7 dollars up n flying
insanity soul .wads happening
wanney-are u okay?
the posts in ur blog seems so sad n filled with anger.
heys need anyhelp . u know who to call
tpian new member _ME
anyways i really gtg n get this done n over. cheers people
tmr is youth park ksdp at 7.30 pm
BE THERE!!!
n friday is FLOORRRSKILLLZZZ
bEETTEERR BE THERE>
this yr is da bomb
n nettys representin isc!
go babe!.
next yr isc has made a pact that all of us will join that is if noone leaves sg for sho.
good luck to me later n wadever
love from the underground
cheers
")

----the glorious dead------

2006-03-14T15:52:00.000+09:00

it seems that time is forever the problem
or that we take time for granted.
everyone seems to have to battle with this thing call time
my moms not back from aussie preparation of kims wedding
n i m suppose to confirm my tickets to hk but shes not around n i can;t call her after 3 pm tmr.
i might have to get my own tics n fly off earlier or later than the rest.
but it still me fine as long we are there it dosen;t make any differnce
but now its up to the majesty(my mom) to make her final verdict coz the king(my dad)
said okay n hes gonna help me talk to the majesty
ok lame
i m sorry . things are getting better at the yamaha studio
ok actually better but i m like nervous as well.
i m tired. i dun sleep well. dun eat well. coz of this exam
this is worse than my o levels coz this is my life n my future.

time please slow down n let me rest.
lets work hard ISC coz we can...
JEAH!

why

2006-03-13T11:46:00.000+09:00

i can make it
based on luck
i need a break ,after this wednesday i break free whether its good or bad.

is it me or my soul?

2006-03-12T14:46:00.000+09:00

have u ever felt like everything was going to be so well but yet there are loop holes in every thing .
insanity soul has a new member. gay bgirl jass. dope dope.. airchair...
everyone is workin hard. am i?
my exam is in 2 days. i haven;t finish getting tsunami rite. i wanna scream
my application was accepted . should i go or not. i dun know. i m all crazy now
i might be going hk with net shu n shus friend but its under consideration at the moment. so :(
why is everyone in insanity sad these days?
i dun know

-DEAD-

thank you god!

2006-03-06T23:39:00.000+09:00

i have never been quite as happy over these few days i would say but today was quite a wonderful day.
sales at lagargoyles have rise up. in one day i ve got 8 orders. omfg.omfg. i love my job. ahha. but paris is irritating just like paris hilton ok.shes got a boyfriend now so all she do is talk ,eat , sleep and do nothing serious except being 24/7 by his side.
i need to get stocks tmr. i m so tired. exhausted. i spent 100 alone on stocks today. gonna make more bonnie basham inspired necklace. OMFG. LOL
i m happy now. we chatted n i m happy. lol. don;t get the wrong mistake. just happy that everything is amazing now. tmr i m gettin da diskette and i can start arranging my songs. great.
just wish the days would be better as time moves moves and moves.
thank you god .
and please bless all those i loved or once loved/
off to make more accesories.
DEAD
lol
cheers

the weekend

2006-03-05T16:03:00.000+09:00

its sunday today.the sun just rise and the day has just began
it seems that today might be better than the day before. i thought to myself.
i had a dream and oh boy wasn;t a pleasent one.but nevertherless it is a dream.
i went online like usual and yes they were there. the whole crew was there. n i got fcuked up by why i did not reply to msges . the answer is BUSY . they were not convinced. well the truth was much more than busy, theres a series of worry ,confusion and waiting.

i m stressed out
but yay i be group leader for the orientation camp. so thats LOVE LOVE>..we are gonna kill em freshies like how we got thrashed. LOL. i m kiddin ey. i m you friendly group leader that is ready to make u laugh till u cry. i missed my days. its going to be YR 2 and that DSLR i m yearning for . that freakin NIKON dslr. please let me get the electives i want and please dun fail me for all the exams i m and have taken. please .

the nights so bright
it stings my eyes.
the moon and the light
fly high to the sky
mountains moving
and love happening.
so pretty please let it all just fade away
and let me leave on till the very last day

i got the leaflet after they had to redo it.. i m so psyched and nervous'

will i ever make it?

2006-03-03T22:34:00.000+09:00

i m in a serious state of worrying + giving in.
i just collect that crap grade 6 book that was shiped from japan and it was making me anxious and worried.
why? coz my teacher bought the book and forgotten the disk! now how cool is that when my exam is on the 15th of march.
its grade 6 man, ya know what i mean . its going to be the end.
but my improvisation sucks and hearing too . man wtf am i going to do.
i need to pass this coz i bet grade 5 teachers grade will be a zillion times harder that this. yes i m freaking out. VERY MUCH.
god please bless me on this one.

i m sad coz all of my "the brave " is sold and yes i m sad coz it was the first collection i started out .its a gd thing its sold coz it goes into " korea december trip fund" coz i need to go to jeonju and busan in december for hiphop street festival.coz Minjun mailed me on naver . ok i m sorry i dun check naver coz its complicating . well i checked it ystd night. kp will be performing so hes asking me to come to do the collabo we did the last time i went (i think hes big shit now?> plus many performers from the underground.brooklyn dancers and more bla bla bla.....missing all the performance from masterplan and movement. DT and tash was off the hook the other time. so its like its been a long time since i performed on stage..the last last time was 2 yrs or 3 . with jae rapping NASTY. bring back memories man MEMORIES.....the time when we came out and the crowd went hey ho hey hey ho.and her pants drop when all the performers had to come out. omg i was helping her cover . she was a gd friend somehow things changed . but still i have much love for her for helping me during the days when i was in deep shit she was there.

anyways i m tired of waiting , tired of seeing something that is nothing. how silly can me be.my 8 cats are freaking growing now. all of them looked like they aged....
had a LONG talk with dad and mom today. we'r talking about me leaving to london straight after i graduate but the price is #$%&^*) , it cost at least 7000 pounds for me to get in I HOPE.saint martins or Central london college of art. so urghh.. thats like 21000 sgd.urgh.
ok i m done
need to sleep early .
gonna visit my grandparents tmr at the grave.
muchos love and misses to them so yup.
cheers people and say :I LOVE ME! wth
cheers

when the tough gets tougher

2006-03-02T02:14:00.000+09:00

i wanna just say this to wanney. THANK YOU
seriously, thank you for everything
from the bottom of my heart.
and sorry for everything as well.

sometimes things do not appear as nice and people don't appear to what their heart potrays them to be. and sadly people aren't as clean in the heart as well.
god makes human the same but the fact is what they turn out to be not the same.

i m in real shit now. the feeling is coming back and i hate it. it was like a yr ago when i felt this way. it seems weird and its coming back. save me from who i am please
let time bring fadness to what i m yearning for

tired just so tired
floorskillz coming soon
tired just so tired

2006-02-26T22:11:00.000+09:00

adapted by some biatch blog
I went up and the i met the most unlukiest thing i ever want. See Kaireen. Its like so weird, 5 years of friendship or "" friendship "" this is how it ends, its saddening, but true.

omg .... i was laughing damn hard... yes i agree its sad. but u made it that way so face it.and yeah guess wad i am ur most unlukiest thing. get it right, UNLUCKIEST THING ,i had no problems with u in tp . but u crapped all Fucked up stuff and u think it will affect me and my friends. TOO BAD IT DUN WORK..i thank god for not makin me as rich as her but more intellectual ,more pride in loving my soul physically and spiritually, and if u are reading this...
my dear friends.
we don;t create friendship just like in a day
and for 5 years of love and hate, its time to let the day sway
some are blessed and some do things undressed.

u know wad . i dun give a fcuk. i got my girls by my side.
my bgirls and my school mates. and that makes me happen coz we treat friendships more maturely and openly. so say what u say. coz one day u might never know whats about to happen.sound like poltergist.ahhaha
anyways went to hiphophooray or something and yeah i kinda like the raps there. somehow i felt that shorter guys rap clearly ahhaa.
went for dinner and manage to clear up the mess afterthat
i am really sorry guys if u are reading.
and i hope this time we make it real tight aite!
. ok i m tired just finished sales and bought cute shoes from gap....weee
heheh
oh man i m still cracking up
haha

the semester has come to a stop.

2006-02-24T09:33:00.000+09:00

yes its over being freshies and movin on to i dun know what its called. the whole year wasn;t that exhilirating but nevertherless i manage to go thru this gruesome year with all those pain in the ass lecturers so lets be happy about that. i seriously wanna go back to sydney and camberra in may so please do let me get the leave that i deserve * ahem* this week was full of tea- time, brunch and candlelight birthday parties. lets just call it the Birthdays of SASA and ping pong. we had sushi at sakae for sasa's bdae and 4 more days later it was a candle light dinner cum bbq at pings west side lodge ..and the food was YUMMy .LOVEd the potato salad and marcaroni with cheese.and the bbq and bla bla.woooo.can we have it another time again pretty please.. ahha. ok i m on anorexic mode right now so no no no to all these for at least 2 months or so. have yall see nicole richie she looks fab even tho it seems her bones are all shes left with.She maybe bimbo and all but i love her fashion "put together". anyways i have finished Mitch albom's TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE.and yes i cried at the end of it. the whole book talks about the meaning of life and on every tuesday that the author visits his " dead to be " lecturer. Morrie Schwtaz was his long time lecturer and when he knew he was going to die of ALS , he made it a point to rejoice about it and even have a LIVE funeral so that he could at least hear what people he loved wanted to tell him before he left to the next stage.a humorous and inspiring.motivating book about life and all the stages funnything was that on the day he passed away , Mitch albom remember some phrase that he said something like when i am talking to you, i am thinking of you. and he realised that that day he passed on was tuesday and they were supposed to be having a talk like the other tuesdays. amazing Amazing book. recommended to the end.his books are all beyond love hope and life and that makes me feel that the world that i exist in isn;t that beautiful but yet making it isn;t what we are doing but the opposites that we yearn for which allows the inner soul to succumb to the bad doings of who we are.
Its just so unbelievable that i have lived 19 yrs of my life and yet looking back , i was just like a flash of light. my life isn;t fully absorbed and i hope to die when i have fully used myself and say to god:" you can take me now and create a new life" some people do not believe in this but somehow i do. when a human leaves a world.a human is born. thats why i did six stages as well. till then i be getting ready for my concert and exams. so yeahs 2 crews from korea will be coming down for floorskillz , ahha whos gonna get thrashed? lets wait for that day and see . its gonna be one hella battle . I M LOVING IT.
cheers

may i bring u down?

2006-02-10T21:55:00.000+09:00

have u ever meet people who just seem to dosen;t want to understand
they look at a certain thing and say'
its u and some accesories what
i was heart broken when i heard those words
those are not some accesories . those are accesories that go thru pain and sweat designing and fingernails hurting.
nevermind the last time he said don;t sound professional at all in a humorous way...
and did not give reasons to why...

nvm hes become so competitive when he hasn;t gone thru proper training.
life is never easy my friend.
if you think u can. think of those whos been far out in the industry
and i have started to think of you nothing but a bloated proud asshole.

i managed to listen to Asylum talk just yesterday.

their work is beyond imagination.. and i would say inspiring.
loof was somthing i felt was creative and all the other installations they had.
andy warhol and mark ryden are artists i so look up too.
VSCP1 is a problem but however fun problem. i decide to do it my way and hope it can make val a happier person.
bless me i do well
i m going Australia in may hoping so actually coz i yet to get leave of absence.
i m changing citizenship and also going for my cousin Kim's wedding..
i can;t wait. visiting dragon with all the good food, clubs that just dun stop turning.shopping in sydney .. i hear myself shouting out to KAREN WALKER,SILAS, PAM. and bla bla....
sales at lagargoyles is doing fine and i am moving on to tees and slipons...
pretty busy been traveling to town almost every other day to meet clients
but its all good as they send me msgs saying that the stuff was very nice and bla bla
it just gives me the sense of satidfaction
1 and a half months to my exam and i m lost.damn it..
1 more month to my performace.
wooo
and popping is mad props
micheal is a good popper
he does know alot about it. i would have to say
but maybe a bgirl into a popper would be awkward.
my love for breakin is still alive so thus i still think i rock .hoho

i wish to change my view of you but till then it be the same
cheers to all those loving it .
and doing it. schools term is about to end
so love the breaks
travel and get new insights
and do what you do.
cheers

sugar rush this lunar new year.

2006-01-27T21:27:00.000+09:00

chocolates
aphrodisac
chocolates
sugar sugae

This whole lunar new year is about having fun and yes eating is what we commonly do. No doubt so i intend to put on 2 kg and shed 5 kg after this. ridiculous but seriously who can resist resist good food. good if u can. but i certainly can't
worse thing is my family are al "all you can eat" kind of people.

i m seriously going bonkers staying here in singapore. its just a PAH LEE PAH LEE(fast going)(konglish coz this blog can;t recognise korean letters) country. valentino wants us to pass up work today when tmr is the jolly holly ching chong season. does he even know that this is ching chong season!?@#@#$%$.
anyways seh hae bok man hee bah deu seh yo to all koreans in korea.
and gong xi fa cai to singaporeans, malaysians and indonesians.

anyways have u heard of fire-starters. if you haven;t , they are people who are against you for nothing but they like to interfere and make the fire a little hotter than i should be. i have a fire starter Ho. oops. in my course. and she looks all fcuked up that it amuse me to the point i drop dead laughing. her stares are the best part of it.just how amazing how she can even end up in the same course as i am.
maybe its fate that fire-starters just love clinging on to virgins.LOL.
no offence .
ystd night cracked me up as well. i wonder who the hell added me to a conversation with the mastermind and the fire-starter.and when mastermind realise i was in the conversation . she totally just left. omg. i was laughing so hard that i almost fell off the chair. seriously i have nothing against her. and shes acting all inferior complex. but likewise. good people get good returns. what u do , certainly will hit u back the exact way. she got hit back with something that remains in her life so i hope shes doing fine.
Mother ping msg me and the other 4 hot babes ystd. lets see christina PANG PUNKSTER whos saving for her car , eulisa the skater girl and me.( i don;t know what i am.)
we might be modeling for zouk poster which is hell yeah...
yeah yeah yeah.but word is that its a might but hell yeah too.
i just mailed la gargoyles webby host.and requested for the host.lets just hope we get it.FINGERS CROSSED
all 3 of brave necklace were almost sold out. so keep it going.

cheers all and have a great lunar new year.
cheers

JUNGLE LOVE MANIA COLLECTION SPRING 2006

2006-01-23T13:16:00.000+09:00

yes , my new company is almost done thanks to dad. should be ready by chinese new year .
the first series would be my jungle love mania consisting of tusks and more tusks of all kinds
. its going to be A JUNGLE LOVE AFFAIR ! the website would be ready real soon!
Just so can't wait!

things have been pretty slow in school. and i realise how much I JUST LOVE VINTAGE
can;t wait to get my novak leather bag which so cost me BOMB!
but i m loving it.

i be going back to korea in march i seriously hope or AUS but i was seriously hopin to go NYC man man man!
i wanna meet fashion designers in SOHO plus get some freaking stuff to import.

everything is going to be fine. i know it will
if it dosen;t kill. it makes u stronger.
plus plus plus `cny is coming so yeah yeah
and ya my exam should not be a problem at all. atleast i hOPE!
i m done , actually i m damn tired 찐자비곤해서!!!
BUT I BE ALRIGHT
WATCH OUT FOR THE NEW SERIES THOUGH!

CHEERS
OHJIHAE

i am in love....

2006-01-12T22:51:00.000+09:00

i shouldn't be falling in love
since dan is not around.
the truth is i am afraid of love
so i shall watch him from afar
listen to his jokes
and leave that all behind.
have you feel this way before?
i m tired of it
and sick of it
and i m sleepy
good night
singapore services sucks
realy sucks. omg
we should really learn from japan!

not getting better..

2006-01-08T13:19:00.000+09:00

i am sorry if u noticed that i am amiss for a little while.
because i have so much to do with so little time
god please help me....
THINGS I MUST DO
-1. pray to him for his love and motivation.and blessing for my family.
1. pass my grade 6 organ exam (piority coz i m paying for my test which cost me $ 200)
2. pray that valentino would love my designs more because i feel that i need a new start with this lecturer .its like hes blacklisted me.and yes go for his class 30 mins earlier.
3. study my korean well and make ma cyworld a little more livier
4. save money so that i can go rest and chill in korea.
5.write better lyrics
6.study audio mixing.
7.dance
8.lose weight
9. record more.

thats alot to do. and i m stress.
i m so mothaf**Kin stress. but i m happy that i am getting more into what i do and expressive as wellwhich is a good thing.get me a holga , coloursplash , actionsampler.pleasee.LOL
well i be alright .cheers

it troubles me....

2006-01-06T07:39:00.000+09:00

hey there , people ! how have ya'll been? i hope ya'll doing fine. its 6.38 am and i just woke up due to good weather and comdi thesis essays. urgh.yeah . i m so f**king poor now. i just spent all my money on prada keychains but am satisfied. went to Marc Jacobs at paragon and omfg.amazing designs!!
i need retail more retail therapy which is bad for health.well very bad,
well i have something to let go.
i just can;t stand some people who make use of people
i just can't stand people who ask me to help them sign in for them
i m not nice
i m sorry
but have you ever thought that i never asked anyone to sign in for me because i feel that if i couldn't make it for lecture. well maybe once or twice is okay but not many F**king times.
i can't F**king take it at times. it drives me nuts but i still help.
if only it pays to be Ms nice one
damn this few days ive been paranoid.
please people pray i get a part-time job at miz29 (nothing can beat this)
coz ching chong new yr is coming and they need chinese-speaking staff.
i m upset already because i am still considering changing citizenship
and its giving me lots of problem
my cyworld is dead because it just dosen;t much like me
thanks for the korean id crap and when i got it.
it just got worse for cyworld members
pLUS PLUS PLUS its confirm
i m either going hongkong or seoul in march. most likely Seoul in march
well thats something to look forward to.
please don't label me , i ve been working hard to label myself
if you want to use me again for F**king gucci,chanel store discounts.
don't bother! i m not lending a hand to anyone anymore
i m sick and tired of people taking of advantage.i m sick and tired of people saying things about me that they think wouldn't affect me but it does.even the smallest thing does. i m that sensitive . and when it gets too much, i would yell F**K OFF sooner or later. just the matter of the time
please do get a life. i m not happy. enough of relationship crap + friends crap + being broke
now how F**king sad this is. and the people that are by my side are still my parents
so do some reflection if you think u know who u are.
thank you

great fun.

2005-12-31T11:55:00.000+09:00

we had fun ystd at the studio recording dumb stuff. and oh ya whining over seven and wheesung songs .oh man their songs are amazing . and just so hard to sing. i had to sing with the booklet .that made me seriously have a headache coz all the words were so small.oh man. but i can;t sing for nuts so it all came out damn funny.we kinda redo epik high songs and jaycee as well.coz jay wanted to turn all the words over and change the whole meaning . funny really funny.but ystd made me realise how lucky i was to be able to hold on for so long . and kinda remind me of my first performance of 1tym nasty. and so much more. its been a long time .
cleaned my room before i left so here it is

oh yeah i was browsing thru cyworld.and found tablos pics of his lomo.i felt it was good.
enjoy

lots of emotion in this one

streetlight-but i wonder how he took this as in which angle did he took this from
and oh yeah danny from 1tym is delicious.haha hot i meant

and to ester.u lucky girl.in korea for the ygfamily concert.oh man.have a great time and take care .see ya when ur back.
cheers.

another day to another year..

2005-12-31T11:45:00.000+09:00

eventually the year has passed.2005 bye and 2006 welcome.time really passes fast .it felt like i was in high school just like yesterday.to sum up, this year has been a okay year for me. there was quite a few blows and a few wonderful moments as well.hk and kr trip.meeting someone in seattle as well, my birthday and many many more were the highlights and losing someone and waiting for the same one, school has been more of stress but i m ok.my interest of design has lead me to fashion n photography and also graphics and the most importantly to be strong so i m certainly happy. i have been reflecting alot on life as well this year and i m going to have new resolutions for next year that will be amazing for me, my friends, family and all those i love.so i wish all of you a great 2006.good health and best of luck in whatever u do.
thank you
happy new year
cheers

new skin? pro and cons?

2005-12-30T12:27:00.000+09:00

CDG!

ok how do yall like this skin.much livelier then the old one.but then it has its pro and cons.it can't read hangul i think.i think? well so if yall can read it.please do leave me a comment .thanks.anyways theres nothing to watch.the epikhigh clubbox isn't uploading anymore so i can't watch anything much now. however the layouts pretty dope.LOL.anyways nigo is amazing i feel.his multi-camo stuff is getting on me.i get high seeling many many colours .LOL
check this out and check the price out.

$650

back to work~~!

2005-12-29T20:44:00.000+09:00

yes i m back to work and i am stressed on how i m suppose to do these....can some gasoo tell me how.? lol. i ve been banging into lots of koreans these days.just so make me reminise about the days days .i am still looking for YU MIN JEONG UNNIE.it seems she disappeared from the last time i met her at the party at brooklyn.emailed her several times but then *poof*.she disappears.my terms is starting on monday and i m suppose to choose the stuff i wanna learn this saturday so i polly choose brand building, fashion photography and those really wordy subjects since i m majoring in advertising.i bought my heels today.they were hot but honestly not very comfy so i prolly just use it for parties.bought a few stuff as well .i just happen to indulge myself in retail therapy.i guess thats what every lady enjoys doing. well enjoy your term break and soon before u know it, u be slogging in school again :X lol.

the artist and his model but i guess the artist would be the ass thats tying this.LOL

i seriously love the smell of the darkroom.

have a great new year people.
loads of love.
i m the biatch
hohoho

2005-12-29T01:49:00.000+09:00

i m tired once again. i took 2 days leave from recording coz my old peeps been ; killin me to chill with em. i am stress about my songs. it just dosen't seem as good as i want it to be.i m trying hard writing till the wee hours in the morning. so how was everyone's christmas . i hope it had been all fine.new yrs coming so have you guys thought of any new years resolution. mine is definately to sign a contract with UAN or fly entertainment soon and get my music cert after 10 yrs of music school.which means i have to juggle school and work. but it be all good well at least i hope. today went out with an old friend , kinda talked alot about the past school days and the great memorable moments and the most embarassing moments as well. and i have come to realise that everyone is like so maturing. thats good i think?haha. kinda manage to swoop in time to window shop and oh man.nice nice hot stuff i see. but sometimes it just seems its noting.but fashion plays a big part of my life.and oh yeah karen walker horse tooth is off the hook .i saw some girl carrying it off well..mad props.
and yeah check out fling as well.
and i so want these

have u ever wondered?

2005-12-26T20:24:00.000+09:00

have you ever wondered what the rest of the world is doing now while u sleep or read or write or daydream.just imagine. u are writing a long essay and someone somewhere is clubbing . or ur sleepin and someone somewhere is crying . life is unpredictable .lets just say i have been thinking alot about my life. i feel that theres no other path then being in the entertainment for me. i love the limelight and i love the butterflies in my stomach before a show. but it can;t be what i be doing for now. guess because i m studying as well. and practically hope to get a degree in mass comm.i cried alot ystd as well. i watched 2 amazing movies home sweet alabama and my dog skip. my dog skip made me cry nonstop. i guess my love for animals is neverending. but i thought about him too.and was wondering what he was doing in seattle.it might sound so soapy but i realise how many good man i lost because i wasn;t ready. but still love and life goes on.so please appreciate ur man before its too late..

love
happy boxing day people!

硫�由� ��щ━��ㅻ��!

2005-12-25T15:57:00.000+09:00

merry christmas to all....
may santa give yall all the presents u wanted
cheers !

god bless animals please....

2005-12-24T11:56:00.000+09:00

ystd was my dear AMELIA CHONGS's bdae at americian club .... the food was good and so was the place and amelia was happy .
we had fun and soon it was over.. plus our emo videos.and imitation of some people . freaking funny

i went home straight but on my way . my heart was shattered in let say 567891234 pieces. i saw a kitten . at shaw tower thinking that it was safe to cross.it came out from the bushes and then it realises that there were many people it got confused and ran back in. i m telling you that this is one moment that i spent crying. my heart was so pain. i was helpless. i have 8 cats at home who has everything and i see this happening . i was definately not feeeling too good inside/ . i wanted to bring it back but prolly my parents would scream. 8 friggin cats and another. like i said i was helpless. all i can do now is that hope someone kind will bring it back or that it dies and go heaven instead of having to live a frightfull live as its suffering , starving and people are the things they are afraid of. when u look at the eyes of that kitten, you could sense something. it wasn;t a nice feeling , u can see the fear in those eyes , the pain in those eyes. seriously i broke down. might sound silly . but its true.

well 518 lied to me once again and i thought i had to spend 30 bucks home but luckily i managed to hop on 65 . and back hme.i was tired , exhausted and sleepy. talked to baby dobbie for awhile , my mom about some guy and then Zzzzz.

well it was great. seeing my friends feel greeat and crapping.
thats it
i m off to i dun know.

2005-12-23T17:16:00.000+09:00

i m sitting in the canteen now.slipping hot milo.and i can hear voices surrounding me, curses and deep conversations.
but really i wonder what is life, its just a passing matter.one minute , you are at a party and it ends and the next , you are in lecture listening with full attention. and it ends. what do you consider a life that is filled. i seriously don't have any idea. What am i going to do in the future. How can i fulfill my dreams and how can i meet the people whom i seriously inspire. . . . Do i need a reality check . or its just that i m not doing enough to let my dreams come true or is it because i am afraid. i need some boost up confidence medicine.

everyone said we were sweet . everyone said we crap the same shit . everyone just couldn.t believe that this is happening. but it is. i miss him.i do . if only we could hold on much longer.it be much better if i had more trust. i looked thru memories and its been such a wonderful experience but all good things eventually come to an end. like friendship.

i m so inlove with fashion , gay fashion designers or mainly super crazy fashion designers...like JUDY BLAME.. his accesories are absolutly beyond words and imagination.CDG as well... marc jacobs, fred flare. but still beyond words and beyond my cash.

i m sad
i m broke
i m devastated'
i m tired
i m in pain

but i be alright :)
2 days to christmas.
merry merry christmas people and may santa give yall all the presents ever ...WOOO :
cheers

the time has come.

2005-12-23T14:43:00.000+09:00

half of the sem is over .. and i m feeling it.

��쇨낀��!

2005-12-22T01:47:00.000+09:00

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2.��援�� 쇨낀��寃� 留��ㅼ��
3.��援� ��ㅻ��寃�� 臾� ��ㅼ��
but i am doing too much to improve that i m burning out....
i need rest and a week break is next week and it prolly burn me out again because i be working harder so that i can freaking improve.
i know i can
its just the determination that needs to be enhanced.and the motivation
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO AMELIA!
the party at americian club would go just fine this friday and u be turning SWEET 17
and many crappy days with me will still be crappy .
not forgetting bina angel and christina angel and fiona angel and the whole angel family
i need to use the break to record and record as well. i need to understand my voice. and i need to learn to be stable.
and i am hoping to like go hk next yr again. korea at the end of the yr again. JUST MAKE IT HAPPEN..
oh yeah.i m on the verge of losing another 10 kg.PUSH PUSH PUSH.!��!

off to draw now
洹몃━怨� 硫�由� ��щ━��ㅻ��! :)

its over

2005-12-20T21:02:00.000+09:00

i m sorry dan
i guess time will bring us the hope and love
i dun think i can hold longer
i m sorry jane
theres no use telling me how bad i m
i know

its been hard on me.
constant mails
phone calls
gifts

but he couldn;t see the problem
when it was obvious.
i ve not been able to sleep well so please give me a break.
i m sorry.i just talked to him.but he refuses to hear. but its pretty clear that its over (it rhymes :X)
i m too busy to consider love as an aspect in my life now.
i dun know when i will meet someone as lovin as him
but the truth is it isn;t working.
and when it doesn;t
you got to let it go.
i m fine as always
coz i tend to look at the bright side.
and i hope u too.
i ve been thru alot.
bestfriends falling apart
boyfriends driving me apart
parents nonsense at times
BUT ITS ALL GOOD
because i know one thing
that god is watching.
hes watching the truth

schools a big mess.i never liked Val from sem 1 .He dosen;t guide well. and yes he made my days turn to hell.it is going to be bad when i have 2 classes with him.hes like the MRS TANG in secondary school but hes worse so much worse.because hes so nice and relaxed.but he expect top notch work which i honestly shall say i m not up to it.i m not giving up since the days i cried for drawing fundamantals. but this is getting over board.i need help.next week is break and i need a lot of thinking to do.
i be alright
yes i will. . . . . . . . . . . . .

The 5 people u meet in heaven

2005-12-15T21:13:00.000+09:00

i finally bought the book today after many many busy days., and i wished i could have something like a book allowance. deception point and memoirs of geisha are books that i m so going to spend nights reading. i started the first 2 chapters of mitch albom the 5 people u meet in heaven and i would say weird but yet its like believeing it in another way. a recommened book to follow u thru ur lonely moments travelling or something u would read asa night time thing. Mitch albom , 44 yrs. is a author who writes alot of novels relating to life.go get it if you love reading ,i would say

figure drawing is fun yet filled with neverending boredom and its excruciating for someone who can't recognise proportions as well. anyways was kinda feeling some overwhelming sarcastisicm in class today.would u actually comment on someone u barely knew.she was unique but yet arrogance has taken over. might be dued to foes that were back talking about me.but i m all cool. because i believe that everyone has their days and retribution and only time will bring the evil in any soul.oh man , i love writing and yes i love comdi.i m sorry but i have always like languages and english was one of my peak but sadly i enjoyed french too much that it deteriated my o levels..but still i m willing to stand up and do what i do . write what i write and i m what i am.

anyways i was in tears when i read the papers today. my respects and adolensces to Kim Mi Seon.
i guess life is all about fate as well.u never know whos out there to change it and u never know when you will leave this life .my mom often preach to me..always be ready for death and judgement but always be ready to face the unseen . but the death of Kim Mi Seon was sad. she could have been korea 's biggest pride but yet the clock ticked too fast and it seemed that 80 yrs have passed on and she was to go.
so live ur life to the fullest but live it with people u love and do what u can do to make it better
for u may die in a minute , a day , a yr or many yrs to come

LOVE,
god bless.

THE 6 STAGES OF LIFE

2005-12-14T21:24:00.000+09:00

its on its way.. my vscp1
the only thing i dislike about being in val's classes
is that he needs a rational and before you can even explain your idea.
he gives a wtf look ...drives me mad...insane .
thanks to chris.i got my stuff.and yes,, its on its way
great pals in vscp1 -sam and chris.though they keep saying i m tall but ******
ok ahha tmr is time for FIGUARE DRAWING

can yall see that .. i m afraid its too small.well its funny though.how he can;t accept its his last leaf.
take care til then

rumours

2005-12-14T00:59:00.000+09:00

support gd music by buying the album PLEASE..thank you
u may download and buy it later.
i feel sad for gasoos who give in education ,time, family to create the best music ever but thus not being appreciated
if u have the cash.do give in by buying .i feel.
anyways i was reading ��쏀�� 3吏� ��⑤�� booklet
and i felt this was so true

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well it goes about a person being in love and thus waiting for the opposite to get back to him / her.he gets paraniod and starts doing dumb things like switching the tv on and off .waiting for phone calls.etc etc. and that actually in his heart. he knows the truth and .whats going on
the starting was like ��媛� ��대��媛�� 洹� ��援щ�� 留�� 쇨�� 留��대�� I Know
whereever u go , whoever ur with .u can deny it .but i know..
LOVE IS PAIN..

anyways i been spending alot on cdss
just got a few from yesasia..BIG MAMA , spitfire off the hook..they sound like divas man

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SPITFIRE
��대�� 裕ㅼ�� щ�� ㅼ�� 理�媛�� 由쇳�� ㅽ�� 댁��(SPIT FIRE)洹� 泥� 踰�吏� ��濡�� IGNITION�� 대�쎌�� 媛�� 吏�蹂대�� ㅼ��伊댁��(Schedule 1), ��대�� ъ�대�� 怨듭�� 援�媛�� (Fractal), �� 紐몄�� 대��吏�� ⑷�� 댁�� 諛��ㅼ��(Vasco)�� 留��⑥�� 媛� 媛�� 蹂댁�� 쇱�� 3��몄�� 萸�爾ㅻ�ㅻ�� 誘멸�� . 寃곗�� 泥대�� 怨� 遊�� ㅽ�� 댁�대�� 대�� 대�� 留��ㅼ��寃�� 댁�� 異�蹂듭�� 誘몄�� 寃��대��. ��⑤�� 諛�留ㅼ�� 怨듭��쇰�� 곗�� 異��고�� 寃�� 紐�李⑤�� 吏��吏� ��吏�留�, 洹� 臾닿��媛�� 대�� 瑜� 諛�袁멸린�� 異⑸��. ��ㅽ�� 댁�대�� 硫ㅻ��媛�� 洹��怨� �� 議고�⒱�� 鍮�以�� 濡��몄�대��. ��댁��蹂대㈃媛�湲� 異�援ы�� ㅻ�� 梨� 怨듬�� 紐⑹�� 濡�� 臾댁�멸��瑜� 李쎌“�� 쇱�� 대��. ��쇱�대�� 寃고�⑺�� 밸�� 援ъ�기��, ��+��곗＜��+��쇱�� 議고�⒱��, ��⑹�� 洹쇨��쇰�� 肄�� 쇰��몃��移닳��, ��媛�� ≫�곕�� 쇳�щ㉫��ㅺ�� 媛��ν�� 諛대�� 臾댁��쇰�� 遺��ㅻ�� 愿��. ��쇱�대�� (Live Set), �� (DJing Set)�� 紐⑤�� 媛��ν�� 댁�� 援ъ�깆�닿린�� ㅽ�� 댁�닿�� 援ы�� 諛��대��由щ�� 쇰��吏� ��щ�ㅺ�� 蹂� �� . ��援�� 멸�� 濡�媛�� 硫� ��대�� 裕ㅼ��대�� 遺�由щ�� 寃��ㅼ�� ш�� 誘몃�� 吏� ��. ��吏�留�, 遺�紐�� 寃�� 대�� 裕ㅼ�� 吏��怨� ��怨� ��ㅽ�� 댁�대�� ㅽ�� 媛�� ㅻ�� 寃��대��. 洹몃��湲곗�� ы�� 곗�ㅽ�몃�ㅺ낵�� щ━ ��⑤�� 吏��硫댁�� 媛��, ��몄��, ��ъ�� 蹂대�ㅻ�� 癒쇱�� 寃쎌�쇰�� 遺�遺�� ㅻ�� 명��. ��濡�� 諛�瑜� 異⑸�� 由ш�� 띠��.�� 湲곕��濡�, ��醫� ��쇨�� ㅻ�� 鍮��몄�� , �� ъ�대�� 댄�� 곗�ㅽ�몄�� 泥��, 洹밸��濡� 怨��곕�� 湲곌�� 諛��댁�ㅺ�� ㅽ�� 댁�댁�� ⑥�ш�� . ��ㅽ�� 댁�댁�� 명�몃�� 洹몃�ㅼ�� 댁��瑜� ��듯�� 怨듦�� 대ŉ, ��猷� ��곗�ㅽ�몃�ㅺ낵 ��щ�ㅼ��寃� ��ъ�대�� 留ㅼ뭅��利�� 대�� 寃��대��.

this album is tight but however wasn;t what i really like ..it was more of rock hiphop.but shedule 1 was great so as vasco and fractal. nice ryhmes comin from MP.

anyways my korean teacher says i m improving but it takes around 2 yrs for someone to be able to speak fluently.well my korean is BAD! ahha.u could say i can understand but the hell i can;t form sentences properly
anyways again ALEX POLSTRA jinjja meositta.:X oh man hes hot....

ahah well tmr i got to head back to SCHOOL..oh man ..this is freaking URGHH BUT I KNOW �� 濡�..OOPS :X
ahha aite cheers people.
have fun
and live life to the fullest !

a change .

2005-12-12T01:07:00.000+09:00

nights unfold memories and moments untold
time moves faster than the people can hold
things change and unfaces the truth
but when passion allows u to resettle the groove
it takes a little more that that
to set u off that track
but you got to procrasinate everyhuman that backs
on your lonely soul so they prolly be bringing you back.
make time for love that will set u above
but if you find the mistake in love
set ur standards that revolves the earth
sometimes you got to give in
and let the other person recieving
what u wished u had but it turn its back
on everything that had made you fab
but its things we got to learn
from child to adolescent
to old age to death arrangin
time still moves
and we got to start learning the truth
may it be reality infuse, or just being amused
life sets us goals and brings us false hopes
its how we learn to accept the fate that makes us straight.

i guess its time to move on ..time for change..time to think . time to be. time to train.and time to find

let someone else love .

isn;t feeling too good now.

but i be alright.

bye

移�援ъ��! 泥�留�媛��ы�댁�� !

2005-12-02T13:45:00.002+09:00

thank you friends for everything last night
was one of the best birthdays i ever had with the best people around.
18 meant alot to me
lets be friends as long as time bring us
ping ! come back school soon!and we be rocking rocking design!!!
christina! please treat your boyfriend a little better !! lol..but u will always be the christina we all know.!
joycelyn! .please bring GLOVES next time.thanks for everything!
THANK YOU SO MUCH ONCE AGAIN!
WITH LOADS OF LOVE AND VINTAGE THANKS
OH JIHAE EHHhhhh aka KAIREEN!
peace

Ps:議곗�뱀�� + 媛��而ㅽ��.��蹂� 硫� 愿� �� 媛� �� 蹂� �� .遺��쎈�� .��湲�!

2005-12-02T13:45:00.001+09:00

2005-12-02T13:45:00.000+09:00

��쇱��移댄�⑤��!

2005-11-30T20:18:00.000+09:00

i m turning 18 tomorrow.
i m officially legal to rock clubs.
my party tomorow is gonaa be hell dope fo sho.
i love my life
and it will neverend!

��댁�� 諛��댄��!
��댁��...............
誘몄�� 쇰�듬�� !!!
�� ~!!
移�援�......
��щ�щ�� щ��댁�� !
�� ..:)

bye szeyu...

2005-11-28T01:12:00.000+09:00

szeyu left for hongkong today....i will miss her. like how i miss hongkong.the amazing flow of people at 2 am..the lights and signboards .the guys. the girls.the food.the early breeze...
hope she will spend her time there with full of fun and love...
dance today started off bad for me.because i was kinda pissed at certain people who didn't meant what they say
but i realised why shud i be angry.it was a waste of time.
then we started to have fun. so it was all good.
turning in now
DIESS.not dies but digital essentials tmr.oh how nice.val chan.urgh..
niteys

��쏀��!

2005-11-25T00:21:00.000+09:00

��쏀��댁��釉��ъ�� 李⑤㉧��!
besides that ��쏀��
--music is off the hook!
--acting is off the hook!
--lyrics is off the hook!
--scratching is off the hook!
all i can say is

��쏀��...諛��댄��!
cheers.madprops.!

a new beginning

2005-11-24T23:48:00.000+09:00

��! ��대�щ�� 李곗��댁�댁��? 誘몄��댁��! another new blog again.��ъ�ы�댁��! thats why i got to work on this because multiply amd cyworld 移��諛�踰��!urghh...but its all good ! i m turning 18 next thursday..is it a good thing or a bad thing? good would be i have my friends around me . and bad as i m older now and got to start thinking far and being more independent.but its all good.

the worlds a crazy thing

i speak what i want to to. and i rant what i want do. as i don;t give a ***k

today is the day!

say where u at?

when time becomes limited

no to sex n no to drugs

no to sex n no to drugs

flooooorrssskilllllzzzz 2006

i have decided

i m not right not left

----the glorious dead------

why

is it me or my soul?

thank you god!

the weekend

will i ever make it?

when the tough gets tougher

the semester has come to a stop.

may i bring u down?

sugar rush this lunar new year.

JUNGLE LOVE MANIA COLLECTION SPRING 2006

i am in love....

not getting better..

it troubles me....

great fun.

another day to another year..

new skin? pro and cons?

back to work~~!

have u ever wondered?

硫�由� ��щ━��ㅻ�����!

god bless animals please....

the time has come.

��������쇨낀���!

its over

The 5 people u meet in heaven

THE 6 STAGES OF LIFE

rumours

a change .

移�援ъ��! 泥�留�媛���ы�댁�� !

�����쇱��移댄�⑤�����!

bye szeyu...

�����쏀�����!

a new beginning

硫�由� ��щ━��ㅻ��!

��쇨낀��!

移�援ъ��! 泥�留�媛��ы�댁�� !

��쇱��移댄�⑤��!

��쏀��!